Get what you really want
Have you ever thought that you always meet the wrong person, the outcome was never what you truly wished for?
As if we have been dialing the correct number but was incorrectly connected?
Or have we been dialing the right number?
I have experiences just like that. I thought by being genuine, putting in more efforts and taking more on my shoulders would give me the possibility to change things. Until I realized that I might have been sending out the wrong signals all along!
Yes, I did so many so called “correct” things and took all the unclaimed responsibilities, but all these seemingly correct behaviors kept me farther and farther away from the direction I desired. Because the message I was sending out was that I am resolute and independent, and it was like holding up a shield to keep the strangers away, which was no different from telling people to “get away from me! I can do everything on my own.” Of course I never have gotten the supports and help I really desired.
I gradually started to see the failure signals I sent out. I learned to find a different route in life and communicate with the correct messages, after a nearly death experience. I surrendered and submitted myself to my own weakness and dark sides, I began to integrate with the reality and was able to communicate honestly using the signals I really needed. Slowly but surely, life turned to the direction I wished for.
It turns out that getting the life I want and fulfilling what I wish for starts with being honest with myself and sending out a genuine signal.
Hikoawareness is here with you, to come closer to your heart, to send out your genuine signal and receive the respond that we truly desire.
是否你有這樣的經驗，總是不斷的遇見錯的人、有著不如人願的結果？
好像我們撥出了電話，但總是接錯號碼？
或者，甚至我們一直都播錯號碼？
在我過去的生命經驗中，也曾經不斷的經歷一樣的挫折，為什麼我付出了這麼多的真心、這麼多的努力、用力的扛起了這麼多的一切,,,卻好像沒辦法改變什麼。直到我慢慢發現，我似乎一直發出了錯誤訊號！
是的，我做了許多所謂正確的行為，扛起所有散落一地的責任，貌似正確的行為，卻讓我離渴望的的方向越離越遠，因為我發出的遠遠不是求救與求助，而是一個極堅強獨立的訊號，近乎生人勿近的盾牌，無異是（無意識）溝通著：滾開！我自己可以，以至於從來得不到我真正渴望的支持與幫助。
慢慢的，我看見這個無法溝通的訊號，在近乎生命的盡頭，我學會了轉彎，溝通出我真實的訊號，透過投降與臣服於我自身的柔軟與黑暗，我開始整合真正的真實，開始能誠實的溝通我確實所需的訊號，慢慢的，生命來到了我渴望的方向。
原來，得到我想要的、渴望的生命發生，從我對自己誠實與發出真實的訊號開始。
Hikoawareness 與你一同靠近自己，發出真實的訊號，得到我們渴望的回應。
Jan/7/2021 Hiko
<Translator/ Editor: Ling, Lee>